January 2026 – Reflections

As I reflect on this past year, I look at how it began and how it is now ending.

The year started with numerous hospital visits and three medical procedures. There was a cancer scare, and I praise God that I was found to have no cancer. While I was under anaesthetic during one of the procedures, I had an encounter in a dream. In the dream, I was at a celebration—a joyful party—with Jesus and God seated at the table with me. It was a moment filled with peace and joy. As I woke up from surgery, the first words I said were, “God is good.”

After that dream, I knew my results were going to be negative, and of course, they were.

The scripture that came to mind was Psalm 23:5:
“You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.”

The Lord protected me, despite the enemy attempting to attack me through fear and illness.

At the same time, my mom-in-law was very ill, and my husband and I were under a tremendous amount of stress. It took a few months to settle and find a rhythm for the year. As I sit here now, I can reflect and say that I am in much better health—although I am navigating quite significant perimenopause symptoms, which have been a journey in themselves. Brain fog and a myriad of other challenges have required patience and grace.

My mom-in-law, although on full-time oxygen, is otherwise doing well. My son had a very good year at school, and it has been such a joy to watch his growth—academically, physically, and spiritually.

This year was particularly significant as I turned 50. I had a beautiful celebration with close friends and family. As I prepared months in advance, I realised I didn’t want a big party with lots of people. In the end, it was a close, intimate gathering. I was struck by how much my values have shifted—my focus was no longer on numbers, but on celebrating with loved ones, with joy and genuine connection.

I was also blessed to have more than one celebration with my Christian lady friends, and everything fell into place just as it was meant to.

I don’t believe in New Year’s resolutions, but I do believe in setting an outline—personal goals and intentions—for the year ahead. As I look toward 2026, one message has been made very clear by the Lord: “It’s time to share.”

Through various platforms, I will be sharing my inner healing journey, along with encounters and experiences I have had with the Lord. My hope is that this will encourage you in your own walk and journey of faith.

As I embark on this next chapter, I welcome you into this space—let’s walk and share together.